January 1st, 2009

Why Not - Right? ;)

July 2nd, 2008

It’s been a hectic, hairy month the month of June has. Monday I had minor outpatient surgery on my uterus. That’s had me staying very low key busy versus trying to get my dead and dying ass up and get big stuff done. I’m feeling better, everything is fine, so that’s a plus. I have the entire months worth of “Home” posts to back post for June. I’m going to try and get to it today, if not today then tomorrow. It seems like so much needs my attention at times, but I am getting by.

How has everyone else been doing? Hopefully well. I am bound and determined that this month, the month of July, the month of the birthday of our country and our freedoms will be the month I become free from this awful, stagnent, wretched writers block type stuff i have. The story is in my mind. It flutters through my dreams, it taunts my waking hours, and yet when i sit down to write - nada. But this month, come hell, high water or my damned death due to forcing it, I WILL be free of it. a year of writers duh is enough for me. Hell to those who robbed me last July and in a sense robbed my sweet muse too.

Fuckas.

Anyway, Yep I’m alive, I’m kicking, I went for a motorcycle ride recently and oh was that beautiful. Two A’s has been around, Sarie’s doing well and soon enough, by end of this month my sweetling will be born. w00t.

Freedom…….. I’m fighting to get mine back - at least from this writers cramp I’m having. What are you fighting for this month?

Dork On,

July 1st, 2008

Two A’s can be at home anywhere…… isn’t he sweet (since he’s sleeping LOL)

Taken yesterday as he slept sweetly

June 19th, 2008

“Home”

I hope you’ll be missing me - The Perishers

You helped them to kill me
That’s all that I’m willing to say
You no longer thrill me
All you do now is stand in my way

All they say makes me feel just as safe
I’ve lost everything that i own
All they say makes me feel
awefully blue and alone

I wrote us a song, you weren’t singing along
But I hope you’ll be missing me too
I held onto too long, I did everything wrong
But I hope you’ll be missing me like I will miss you

I wouldn’t say I’ve moved on
I wouldn’t say I’m close to ok
Or that you no longer feel me
Or no longer stand in my way

I’m not too proud to admit to you now
That I’m still nothing more than a wreck
I do intend not to pretend til the end

I wrote us a song, you weren’t singing along
But I hope you’ll be missing me too
I held onto too long, I did everything wrong
But I hope you’ll be missing me like I will miss you

I hope you’ll be missing me like I will miss you
I hope you’ll be missing me like I will miss you
I hope you’ll be missing me like I will miss you
I hope you’ll be missing me like I will miss you
I hope you’ll be missing me like I will miss you

June 11th, 2008

I’m Still Alive Folks, Honest.

Somedays are a struggle, that is true, but I am alive and I have been blogging everyday - This Month’s NaBloPoMo Theme is “Home”. So every Paper or file blog I made, is about my various ‘homes’ over the last 39 years of my life. (Will back post them later tonight - I hope)

Todays Home Themed Blog is simple.

They Say ‘Home is where the heart is.” Well then……… here’s a snapshot of where my home is:

Still Alive

I know…. I know….. people who know me well OR people who don’t know me at all are probably like “Oh My GAWD… did she just post a picture of herself in her bra?” Yep I did. Under that Bra, Under that Breast is where my Heart is…….. my Home……

so bite my dead and dying ass mkay?

See even being deadly sick I can be snarky - w00t

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P.S. This Post is for Nina - love you woman and did I ever tell you that since I was for your mountain you will be climbing has been my favorite?  It is!!!!!   Does this constitute a sentence Nina ;)  well whether it does or not, this post is for YOU.